In the season premiere of Untucked, RuPaul’s Drag Race’s, Christina Aguilera spoke with the season 10 queens about her 2002 song “Infatuation.”

The lover in the song, whom Aguilera dated but didn’t name, was actually gay. “It was heartbreaking because I found out he played for your team, not mine,” she said.

“He’s gonna see this, he’s gonna be mad,” queen Vanessa Vanjie Mateo said. Christina replied, “I hope so, girl.”