Jill Zarin is back, everyone!

The reality star returned to The Real Housewives of New York City for the first time in nearly five seasons — and she brought all the tea! After her appearance, she went on The Daily Dish podcast to spill it.

“It was nice to see the producers that I hadn’t seen in many years,” she said. “But it was like it was yesterday, and even though I never filmed with Dorinda, we’re such good friends, it was great… Clearly, Ramona’s been holding onto a lot of resentment, and she let it all out, but the good news is that she got it all out. You’ve got to let it go and, honestly, maybe some of those things [Ramona said] might have been valid seven years ago to say or feel, but now? If Bethenny hasn’t proven herself to be the hardest worker, nobody has. I mean no matter what you feel or say about Bethenny Frankel, she is one of the hardest working women I have ever met.”

Jill also said she and Ramona made up. “Ramona and I will always have this relationship of constantly trying to get to a better place and sometimes we will do better than others. We had a really good heard-to-heart last weekend. We hugged it out, we talked and we had a really, really deep, good conversation. We went pretty deep.”

She also said she believed that if Bethenny hadn’t left the show, they too would have made up:

“I think had she done another season, we would’ve resolved it…and that’s what I regret, that she wasn’t around for that to happen. I always thought we would fight and make up. Maybe one day…I don’t know what the future holds. I don’t hold any resentments.”