Paris Hilton split with ex-fiancé Chris Zylka in late 2018, and now she’s opened up about it in a candid interview for Cosmopolitan U.K.‘s April 2020 issue.

“It was the best decision I’ve ever made in my life,” she said. “I just don’t think [he] was the right person and I feel like I’m an incredible woman and I deserve someone so amazing. It just didn’t feel right. I’ve worked way too hard to just give my life to someone. They have to be perfect.”

Since the split, Paris has been single, and is the first time she has enjoyed being alone.

“It feels good to not have someone controlling me,” she said. “With dating certain people, [there’s the risk of] not trusting them and the fear [that] if I go out of town they might do something to embarrass me. I feel lucky now to not have that fear because I’m independent.”

She also added that trust is an issue for her and that while she has had “a little bit” of therapy,” she implied that she can’t do it properly because “I don’t really trust anyone.”

Well, we hope you’ll end up finding someone you both love and trust, Paris!