It’s been over a year since Tristan Thompson cheated on Khloé Kardashian, two days before she gave birth to her daughter True. And since that time, the reality star says it’s been hard to regain her trust.

On Sunday’s episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians, Khloé opened up about the aftermath of the scandal.

In the episode, Khloé confesses it’s been “really hard to regain trust,” adding, “I’m someone where the energy I have towards True, that’s all that matters to me. If that starts to be affected by me wondering, ‘What’s Tristan doing? Where is he?’ — I will be out in two f—ing seconds. Nothing is worth that for me.”

In case you forgot, the NBA player was caught on video getting close to a woman in a New York City lounge. TMZ later published footage from October 2017 allegedly depicting him kissing another woman while a second woman groped him.

While Khloé forgave him and they got back together, Tristan was in yet another cheating scandal involving Kylie Jenner’s former best friend Jordyn Woods.

Needless to say, there’s a lot of forgiveness Khloé needs to do for things to get back to normal.