When Jennifer Garner was caught on camera at the Oscars when she had a real epiphany, the face went viral.

“I can’t even look at it. I can’t. It’s too embarrassing!” she told Ellen DeGeneres. “What is happening?” she said, explaining she was left flabbergasted by the clip. “I have no control over this. What am I doing? … We’re standing! I don’t know, what’s wrong with me? … I wish I did [know]. I wish I had a better story about it.”

She added: “I try really hard not to see myself online but she was a little unavoidable.”

What realization did Jennifer Garner just come to? pic.twitter.com/pWtycEDEVs

— bobby finger (@bobbyfinger) March 5, 2018