After the Manchester bombing that killed 22 people outside of an Ariana Grande concert, the singer was traumatized — even after throwing together a concert in Manchester to honor the victims.

Her manager, Scooter Braun, revealed what she went through in the days that followed as she visited 19 injured concertgoers in hospital and made the decision to continue with her Dangerous Woman tour.

“She cried for days, she felt everything,” Scooter told Page Six. “Every face they announced, every name, she wore on her sleeve. Every bit of emotion because that’s who she is.”

He recalled: “After the first family I had to help her, she was distraught and I was lost. It was beyond tough. But every single time we got down we reminded each other we get to go home… Our loved ones are still going to be there. That mother is never coming home, that daughter is never coming home, that son is never coming home, that dad is never coming home.”