Kim Kardashian isn’t very happy with Caitlyn following her tell-all memoir Secrets Of My Life. 

On Monday, Caitlyn reveled to students at the U.K.’s Cambridge Union that she hasn’t spoken with Kim in a year.

“It’s been a little bit tough over the last couple of years on the Kardashian side,” she told the crowd. “To be honest, I don’t talk to them anymore. Kim, I haven’t talked to in a year.”

“They don’t want me in their lives, the bashed me pretty badly. It’s devastating when your kids do that. It really hurt,” Caitlyn continued. “I don’t know what the future holds. We will see.”