Donald Trump’s arch nemesis, Rosie O’Donnell, has had her first interview since Trump was elected President of the United States, and revealed to W Magazine that she’s not taken it so well.

“I was in pure unadulterated [shock], as if I had fallen through the ice on a lake; I was underneath the water, and I couldn’t even see the surface,” she said. “It was a severe shock to my entire essence and my beliefs in the order in the world, and also the PTSD of having been an abused kid in a family… I did a lot of therapy.”

Rosie added that she was in “pure panic mode” after the election and is currently “devastated, disappointed, disheartened, and depressed by the reality of it,” saying, “I seriously worry whether I personally will be able to live through.”

Read the Interview at W.