It’s been three years since Nick Cannon and Mariah Carey called it quits, and at the Kids Choice Awards last night, Nick told Entertainment Tonight he might not be over it.

“I’m broken. I’m shattered,” he said, later saying he’s not looking for someone else at the moment.

The ex couple have two children together: 6-year old twins Moroccan and Monroe. And this year, Nick welcomed a third child with former Miss Arizona USA Brittany Bell — they have since split, too.

He says he’s still open to dating, however. “Why not? I’m a single man. I’m supposed to date.” On his time with Mariah, he said, “That was a special time. It was, but we made some amazing children together, and so we’ll always be together.”